I have issues. Writing issues. I want everyone to read everything I write....but not while I'm writing it. I get weirded out. I can't keep writing. I lose my train of thought and just want to quit. There's something wrong with me.
The other day I was writing my blogs and we had company. I was in the other room from our company and in my own little world, writing like crazy. Then they* decided to come see what I was doing. They asked me what I was doing. I replied, writing. Then they leaned over in front of me and started reading what I was writing. I panicked.
I don't know if it's a thing about my personal space. I do have issues with that. I think it's more of a thing with my personal thoughts and getting them here.
Now I know that once they are here they are no longer personal. They are for everyone to read. That's fine with me. Like I said, I WANT everyone to read them. What I have a problem with is people reading them before I hit 'publish post'.
Is that normal? Does anyone else feel that way? I mean I totally felt like I was suffocating. It was an all out panic attack.
BECAUSE MY WORDS WERE BEING READ BEFORE I PUBLISHED THEM.
I don't think that's normal. Please tell me it's normal. Please tell me you feel the same way at least every now and then. I just want to know.
*I don't want to say who it was because I can't bear to hurt anyones feelings. I don't know if that's normal either.